A memoir of loss, grace & new life

Eight souls. Five losses. Three miracles.

A mother's honest, faith-filled journey through pregnancy loss, written for every woman still waiting.

Coming soon. Release date to be announced.

Paperback · 6 × 9 · ISBN 978-1-963742-85-3

Cover of 853: A Story of Faith by Candace Benson, with gold numerals and eight baby footprints, five gray and three gold

Why 853?

In the Bible, numbers carry meaning. "The title 853 is not symbolic by accident. It is the map of my motherhood."

8

New Beginnings

Eight pregnancies. Eight times my heart said yes to life.

5

Grace

Five babies carried in hope and released in tears, and the grace that held me.

3

Completion

Three living miracles who fill my arms, my home, and my days with love.

The Story

Silence does not mean absence.

Miscarriage is a unique kind of grief. It often happens in silence, with no funeral date and no clear words for goodbye. The world keeps moving while a mother's body and heart are still trying to understand what happened.

"I wrote it for the woman sitting in a waiting room, staring at the floor, wondering whether she can survive one more heartbreak."

In 853, Candace Benson opens the quiet places pregnancy loss often hides: the silent ultrasound room, the long nights, and the courage it takes to try again. It is not a story about tragedy alone. It is a story about faith that wavered but never disappeared, and love that outlasted loss.

Whether you are grieving, holding a rainbow baby, or loving someone who is, this book is a reminder that you are not alone.

About the Author

Candace Benson

Candace Benson is a woman of faith and a mother whose story holds both deep loss and lasting love. Through eight pregnancies, five losses, and three living miracles, she has learned that grief and gratitude can exist together. In 853: A Story of Faith, she shares her journey to remind women navigating pregnancy loss that they are seen, loved, and never alone.

For book and church inquiries, email 853book@candacebenson.net.

Inside the Book

Three parts. One journey.

Section 1

New Beginnings

The weight of silence and the hope before the storm.

Section 2

Grace

Five losses and the long, faithful hours in the waiting room.

Section 3

Completion

Three miracles, a letter to her children, and words for the mama still waiting.

  • Scripture in every chapter
  • Pause & Reflect journaling prompts
  • Scripture Reference Index
  • Small-group Discussion Guide

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."

PSALM 34:18 (NIV)
For Churches & Women's Ministries

Bring 853 to your church.

Many women in our churches grieve pregnancy loss quietly. 853 gives them words, Scripture, and community, and it was built to be read together.

  • Reflection prompts for individual or group reading
  • A Discussion Guide included in the book
  • Details about group copies and events coming soon

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